Naked and cold
I lay on the ground.
Dark, black tears
from my eyes roll down.
I look into the mirror,
A stranger stares.
I try to find me,
But I am not there.
I cry in horror,
in agony and disgust.
Oh why did I ever
gave into lust?
I go outside
into the terrace,
I shout and I weep,
My life’s such a menace.
The city lights
in front of my eyes,
seem like hell fire
Inviting me to die.
I stretch my arms,
And I twirl around.
I jump and I dance,
to the city’s sound.
I dance in regret,
I am lit with fire.
In me burned
the sins of desire.
I apologise to love,
And to my babies unborn.
I slept for money,
A sin I now scorn.
I collapse on the ground,
And finally I die.
No one cares,
And No one cries.
But look into the ashes
A phoenix arises.
With a pure soul
I am reborn again!